Does God loves us any less for not even attempting to study the Bible simply
because with our current emotional state, there is no way under the sun we
could ever comprehend even the easiest things?  For example:  something so
simple as the difference between Segeces, and pheraces?  Sorry, i know I
butchered that spelling.

and is it also stupid to not know or shall I more accurately say, not be
convinced that God loves us?  is it stupid to not blame God, yet be honest
with him to say:  God, please allow me to be honest and say:  I do not blame
you, however I am furious at you!

yeah, i know these questions should be obvious, but I do have my reasons for
asking.


One last thing:  Does it make God love us any less, if we sin, repent, and
then dillagently and solumnly by every breath we make, and every word we
say, or, every eye we wink, or every drink we endure to clench, try harder
to not do so again, yet, over and over, it's the same sin, no matter what,
you cannot stop.  So much so, you feel it's out of your possession of power
to even control or handle.

i know I'm boring yall.  just... juh, juh just wruh wruh write when you can.


Chris.