I relate to those kinds of nights too Lelia.  I just had one last night too.

First, good for you for recognizing both the natural desire and temptation
for what they are. One thing that we did before we got married as the
wedding was drawing close and John needed to give up his apartment, is that
he lived with my parents for a short time.  We didn't feel we were strong
enough to avoid temptation successfuly.  Don't know if that's something you
can consider or not as a possible help.  If you have a mutual friend or
family, for example.  Just sharing a possible solution.

Will be praying with you.

Vicki

----- Original Message -----
From: "lelia" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Sunday, January 11, 2004 3:19 AM
Subject: good morning all.


> Hi all, hope your all sleeping well, its a restless night for me and I'm
> tired and should be sleeping as I am to go to church tomorrow but I just
> can't sleep and its 3:00 in the morning.  Oh well, I would like your
prayers
> on something.  My wedding is coming up soon and you know now I know why
its
> not good to live with the person your going to marry especially if your
> walking closely with the Lord.  As it stands Todd and I have separate
rooms
> and things have gone well, well, now that our wedding is coming closer, I
> find myself tempted to sleep with him, not really do anything but just
> snuggle and sleep with each other, now I know that is not an option so
have
> not done it I've almost done it but I have not.  So hoping I've not
offended
> any one by getting too personal I'm asking for your prayers please.
>
> Thanks in advance
>
> Lelia
>