Chris, the Lord helps you even when you do not know He is helping you.
earlier, Chris, wrote:
>Hi. I am finally back... I know, it's been quite a while. i'm sad to
>say, there's not much I really can catch you all up on... Honestly, my
>life, has been going such down hill, that I don't really even know what is
>left of it... Anyways, I'm gonna try to do my best, over the next
>while. Sorry if I may seem a bit short in this particular mail, and who
>knows, maybe even somewhat edgy, it isn't my ententions, however, my
>sinsitivity level is now just about totally shot to the sewer. Dunno why
>people telling me, well, at least you'll never lose God, isn't reassuring
>to me; it should be, but it isn't. I'm trying to get help, believe me I
>am, but still: no go no go. It's gotten so bad that about a week ago, I
>literally told my job developer that I felt I wouldn't ever be able to work
>with my mind being so screwed up. She actually agreed, now that she knew
>my situation. I mean, I hate to say i'm lazy, as I know I am a smart
>person, but these disorders of mine, and i'm not just refering to the OCD,
>I'm refering to everything... all of it put together is wearing me down to
>a frazzle. Anyway, I'm gonna run, but yall take care, and thanks for
>having me back.
>
>
>Chris.
John
I've got a Mickey Mouse PC with a Goofy operating system
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