By the way, folks - I don't mind telling you all that when Phil refers to
"one lady" talking about the bright room - that was me!  When he talked
about someone weighing not much than a pound in weight and being held in the
Lord's hands, that was me too!

The Lord did both of these for me last year and it was amazing!

Now just in this past week I have come to know God as Father as never
before.  Now, Phil wasn't even talking to me on this occasion - it came
directly from the Lord.  He showed me many areas where my earthly father had
loved me dearly and I had loved him too in a way which said "Daddy can't do
anything wrong".  Then He showed me how gradually Daddy did lots of things
wrong . . ..  Then He showed me His perfectness which I could have forever!
He showed me that He would never go away and leave me, as my earthly father
did many times in my life and finally when he died.

God is just too big for me to contain!!!


--
Carol



----- Original Message -----
From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, January 25, 2004 3:19 PM
Subject: The Waterfalls Of Love


> It is always amazing to me how differently the healing of woundedness
occurs
> in people individually as the Holy Spirit begins His finishing work.  The
> spiritual intimacy that we all desire, but rarely experience as
Christians,
> defies words.  At one point during our prayer time Saturday, Lelia said,
and
> I don't even know if she recalls this, but she said, it felt like the top
of
> her head was coming off.  At that point, I knew the Holy Spirit was
starting
> to do something for her and shortly thereafter, she suddenly started
talking
> about a waterfall.  I may be mistaken, but I think she even said once, I
am
> a waterfall or I feel like I am a waterfall.  She then began talking about
> God's love.  I just had to stop typing for a few seconds because I broke
out
> in goose bumps and I felt tingling all over.  I had that same sensation
last
> night when I saw Lelia's message on echurch.  I could tell you of many
other
> such wonderful descriptions that people have described.  For example, one
> lady was in a prayer sessions and she described being led into a large
> bright room and the room was filled with light; nothing but light.  Jesus
> told her at that point that this bright room was her's to explore.  One
lady
> I was praying with went clear back to the moment of her birth.  She was
born
> prematurely and weighed, as I recall, just slightly over one pound.  At
the
> moment the Lord healed her in this memory, she said she felt as though
Jesus
> was holding her tiny little body in both of His hands.  Try and top that
> one.  Although I have had many such spiritual experiences of intimacy, to
> date, the greatest one is what you have all heard me talk about when I
flew
> kites with Jesus.  That experience lasted one second at the most but in
that
> one second, the impression of spending the whole afternoon flying kites
was
> the Lord invaded my entire life.  There isn't a day that goes by now that
I
> don't, at some point of the day or night, see myself walking into that
open
> field with Jesus, kite in hand, and seeing the kite of Jesus already
flying
> in the air, high overhead, with no string attached to it.  His kite was
the
> same color as the one I was carrying in my hand out to the field and that
> was red.  Talk about oneness.  Such a simple little thing but something
that
> has radically changed my life.  Praying with a lawyer one day, he
described
> a very unusual experience relating to his earthly father which God
converted
> into his Heavenly Father.  When it happened, he sort of laughed and said,
> the Lord just said to me, jump up here into my lap.  I said, did you do
it?
> He said, yep.  I just jumped right up there into God's lap.  The spiritual
> intimacy of that little event is overwhelming even to me as one who sat
> there and listened and watch God moving around inside that man's life.
> Another man I was praying with was taken back to a focal point when he was
6
> years old where he was traumatized with fear in the bathroom, of all
places.
> In fact, he literally became afraid of bathrooms in his later life as an
> adult.  Talk about healing phobias, that one is unusual to say the least.
> When the Lord healed him, he said he saw his favorite little red boat in
the
> bathtub which he loved playing with more than any other toy.  Weird?  Yes.
> Spiritual intimate?  That's what it really is.  I hope you do not
> misunderstand what I am about to say but praying intercessory prayers of
> agreement with people and watching the Holy Spirit walking around inside
of
> them and healing brokenness and woundedness and then removing the pain
they
> have carried for much, if not for most, of their life is absolutely the
most
> rewarding thing I have ever been involved in since I was born again at age
> five.  I have had amazing spiritual experiences with the Lord as an
> intercessor, some of which, if I described them, you would find almost
> impossible to believe.  I experienced them through prayer myself and I
still
> find them hard to believe.  However, this form of intercession through
> agreement in prayer on a one to one bases, defies explanation.  The only
> problem we all have, unfortunately, is that we have not obeyed God's Word
by
> submitting ourselves one to another in the fear of God.  When this type of
> accountability becomes fully a part of the church, lives will be changed.
> We are told Jesus is coming back for a church without spot or wrinkle and
> that is exactly what He is going to do.  In order to do that, He is going
to
> fix the brokenness His people have carried around, normally without really
> knowing it, all their lives.  I told my pastor one day many years ago, if
I
> get to Heaven and find out that there were gifts Jesus wanted to give me
> during my life and for which He gave His own life for me to have but I
> didn't believe Him for them while on earth, I'm not going to be very happy
> with myself.  I cannot recall with whom I was speaking the other day, but
I
> told them that the Lord had hundreds of little gifts for them but if they
> didn't submit to the will of the Lord now, they would get to Heaven one
day
> and they would weep because they will see how great God's love was for
them
> yet they did not take advantage of all those gifts while on earth.  When I
> told whoever this was that, I was actually feeling and spiritually seeing
> all those gifts sitting around the Lord as if He were waiting for someone
to
> come and open them.  That's what the Lord is doing for you today, too.  He
> is sitting and waiting for you.  No, you have not received everything He
has
> for you yet.  If you think that, you are being deceived.  For me, I have
at
> least two major things I am seeking the Lord for.  There are actually many
> more things than that but I only see two immediately in front of me.
Beyond
> those two will be many more but I cannot comprehend all the Lord wants to
do
> in me.  I'm looking forward now in my life where as two years ago I did
> nothing but look back.  The scary thing was for me, that when I looked
back,
> I saw nothing.  Additionally, when I looked forward, I could see nothing.
I
> suddenly was caught in the headlights of the Holy Spirit and I froze at
the
> on coming danger that was attempting to run me down and take my life.  You
> want to know how to avoid that on coming danger?  Just step aside and let
it
> pass you by.  When you do, you will discover all the time you thought it
was
> on coming danger, it was nothing more than the Holy Spirit coming to heal
> you.  You need the Light of the world to experience that healing power and
> intimacy.
>
> Phil.
>
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