chris, for heaven's sake, no one is accusing youYou do have some serious
issues to overcome if that is what you think.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Chris" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, January 12, 2004 10:55 PM
Subject: Re: What is you all's opinion?


> OK, then why is everyone accusing me be it publicly or not, for reading
> things, or studying things that are Satanic like quote:  science fiction,
> and then, also, let me ask you why on earth when I do bring up topics,
which
> is rare, only you and maybe 4 or 5 at the very most others respond, and it
> is the same group always.  just say it...  My topics are quite silly at
> times.  Go on...  I know it, you can say it, i can take it as I know
already
> in my heart you think it...  mightas well get it out so it can be delt
> with...  Wanna know why I hardly post ever on my own, if even ever at all
> period?  It's cause I know my opinions don't count...  i've stated them,
> what do yall do, you accuse me of wanting to hurt a particular range of
> people:  (no comments)  You scream at me saying you're gonna call my
church
> if you find out where I'm going, just so that no one is in harm, when i'm
> not gonna do anything firstly, you all have constantly said, if I don't
like
> to hear you all saying I'm wrong then, don't talk... quote, unquote:
> Shelly?  OK, what does that imply to me...  Think about it guys...  This
> doesn't take more than a styrefome head to figure out, and you all are
> smarter than that...
>
> That's almost as if you're saying, well, you are wrong always so if you
> don't wanna hear me tell you that, then shut up, to put it more precisely
> yet, rudely.  I've tried? and I've tried? and I've tried? and tried, to be
> friends to all of you...  Some of you all, I could never repay if I tried
> for your sincere friendship.  I'm not quoting names, so don't you dare
even
> ask me.  Yet must of you, time? after time? again, have done nothing but
> rejected every single comment I make...  So what else is new...  Again,
I'm
> greatful for the extreme few of you who are true friends, and for those of
> you who are, there's not any need for you to ask, as you'll know it if you
> are... Trust me...
>
> To the one member who called me tonight, and again no names to be said.
> Thank you!  I cannot tell you what that meant to me...  however some of
you
> all have promised you'd call, and don't, thus taking away a lot of my
trust
> in you, etc.
>
> I'm not gonna unsubscribe yet, and I probably more than likely won't
period,
> however, the thought is somewhat on mind...
>
> i will say htis though:
>
> Don't ask for my opinions, or for me to write up a topic ever again.  I
> won't.  if you don't like that attitude?  Then I'm sorry, but put yourself
> in my shoes.  Then take a deep breath, sit back, and look over the last
year
> of 2003 of all the flames that were brought up due to things I've done or
> said:  OK, so maybe I'm a jerk.  Out with it!  The worst thing is to think
> that and not say it to my face.
>
> I'll openly be blunt, yet honestly polite to say not quoting names, but
yes,
> I do feel that there are some major jerks on this list.  Again, i won't
> quote names.  That's totally! inappropriate, so I'll leave that comment at
> that...  All I do know is that time and time again, I've tried, and I
always
> fail you all's expectations.  I can't do anything more, nor will I.  I
> finally give up, and say I can't, nor will, take it any longer.  you all
> will! treat me with more respect, case closed.  Call me demanding?  i'm
> sorry?  But by now you all know my personality.  You tick me off, you're
> gonna know it.  I'll say no more than if any of you all wanna write me,
> unless an apology, the mail will be perged and discarded.
>
>
> Chris.